Another day started out positively. Me on mails speaking to my team,mails up and down.Only issue telephone conversations.People still don't undersatnd me.quite a struggle. My boss does, he takes efforts, but my sub-ordinates don't want to. They just don't want to exert. If you tell them something they just feel that you are preaching. In UK experience is all that counts. if you have experience they think you are great , otherwise you are Zero. Anyways i used to get bogged down,but not any longer. i have learned to relax, not take much stress.Let it be.
There are lots of plusses-3 months minimum ahead of plans. What we would be doing in dec they do it in sep. Thats great learning.
I have another problem. Never failed in life. So am now scared of failure, but when i ask why-dont get answers. What worse will happen? I need to get over this whole issue of adapting my behaviour to suit other. I tell this to myself everyday but then by end of day am back to usual.
I hope i will get over this.
There are lots of plusses-3 months minimum ahead of plans. What we would be doing in dec they do it in sep. Thats great learning.
I have another problem. Never failed in life. So am now scared of failure, but when i ask why-dont get answers. What worse will happen? I need to get over this whole issue of adapting my behaviour to suit other. I tell this to myself everyday but then by end of day am back to usual.
I hope i will get over this.
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